Confusion after the green monster

So it's another day and I still don't know what to think. I'm probably jumping to conclusions as I tend to do. But there was so much talk leading up to this weekend... All week long it was "when are ya gonna be here? are ya off work yet?" "i'm soooo hungry".. part of me felt like he was more excited that I was bringing food than he was to see me. I've run pretty much every scenario through my head as to why there might be greasy hand prints on his headboard and they all lead me to the same conclusion.

I sent him a text shortly after I left asking him "is it me or did things seem kinda weird this weekend?" I haven't yet gotten an answer and I can't help but to think that he isn't going to answer me. Of course, that's just jumping to conclusions again. In all likelihood, his phone is on his nightstand and he hasn't looked at it yet.

I know he wasn't feeling well this weekend, and that is probably why things felt weird. It's just hard to like a guy so much and feel deep down that you don't think the feeling is mutual.

I can't tell you how many times I almost brought up the subject of "us" and what we are; dating, just friends, etc. But each and every time, I was afraid to ask. As up front and as straightforward as I like to be, some things I'm just afraid to talk about for fear that the answer might not be the one I'm looking for.